Saturday, April 07, 2007 @ 6:32 PM
A Fucked Up Post
Finally graduated! Thank God! After 4 years of pure fucking shit that college gave me, I'm finally seeing through the small hole of independence. And up to the end, I can say that college is totally fucked up and really did fuck us up. Imagine, that we were suppose to get our review last year, but they gave it last March, if we didn't file complaints, they wouldn't even give it. Horrible! And just as to let all these fucking feelings out, I really did regret going into that college. Messed the last 4 years of my life. Graduation day was totally fucked up as well. Getting into that college, will really fuck you up.I didn't have posts for the last few months, only few updates and stuff, `coz honestly, I DO NOT have the ENERGY to do some shitty updates. It was a total mess. From personal to family and even health stuff, it's all fucked up. Now that lent is over, I might start fresh tomorrow. Leaving all the shit of the past, a shit of the past. Start my freakin diet and workout and be sincere with some regimen that should clear the zits on my face. Grrr!!! What was I doing the past few months? I screwed everything up, unconsciously messing some things. I wasn't myself, really, and thanks to whoever that shit is. And beside, I didn't make it to CB of PW. Dammit! I am really freaking out to try that one. Am I even serious with my review? Of course I am. It's just, I don't feel like the idea of going extreme and do nothing but review. It'll make me dull and crazy! I know it's important but I need to take some break an hour or two a day! Geesh! I'm not aiming for something big this NLE, just the sight of looking at my license makes me so damn happy, I'm already at ease with that. Well, I do like the idea of making it to the top, why not? But, let's just leave it as it is. I do have some philosophy about recognition and awards, that I'd like to keep for myself.
Anyway, I'm pretty much packed with some plans starting tomorrow and I just hope, I won't get fucked up by some unnecessary shitty things.
ZiE ZiE
scribbled on 6:32 PM.
